Sunday, June 12, 2011

Round Up

The other day, I got up around 6:30 and knew I had round up, which did not excite me. Round up is what it sounds like. A couple of us get on horses and ride out to the pasture to bring in all the horses for the day. Again, this is that cowboy imagery that I’ve grown up idolizing but when it comes down to it, I don’t enjoy going fast on horses. I still haven’t fallen off of one yet and hope I never will. I’m pretty comfortable trotting around in the saddle, but loping is a different story. And the problem is once one horse starts going fast, they all do.
So I took my shower and put on all my gear (cowboy hat, denim jacket (yeah, it’s not hipster and out here, just American), jeans and boots) and headed out to the corral. Cooper was getting out there about when I was and we got ready to mount up. Speedy (the very same horse who tried to kill me day one), Murray (I ride him a lot, but he walks like he’s drunk), and Hector Luis Gonzalez (he’s a womanizer) were all hitched up and ready to go. I figured I’d ride Speedy or Murray (they’re the only two I’ve ridden consistently). I settled on Speedy because I hadn’t ridden him in a while.
Tim Bishop, the last cowboy, showed up around then to help us out. I started brushing Speedy and noticed he was pretty jumpy. He was not cooperating at all, turning his butt to me every time I tried to brush him, moving around. So Tim walks over to grab a hold of him and then things got pretty scary. Tim got a hold of his lead rope and Speedy starts going nuts, so I move out of the way. I mean this horse is braying, jumping everywhere. Then he goes up on his hind legs and lunges at me and Tim. I’m behind Tim so he falls back on me and we both smack into the fence.
Let me preface this by saying, Tim Bishop is just about the sweetest man you’ll ever meet. I mean he’s a tough old dog, but he’s always smiling, never has a harsh word to say to anybody, and rarely gets angry. So needless to say when he does get angry, it’s not pretty. He grabbed Speedy by the lead rope and tugged him back down to eye level, “I will kill you horse! I was trying to loosen your rope so you could eat!” (Yeah, Tim talks to them a lot). He then made Speedy give him a kiss and make up, which was funny. And nobody was hurt.
But needless to say, after that I was not about to ride Speedy. This was my first time on round up duty, I don’t enjoy going fast, and I got the impression that was gonna happen. “You’re breathing pretty hard, a little shook up?” Tim asked with a smile and a slap on my back. “Little bit,” I confessed. So I saddled up Murray, a great big sorrel, and mounted up. Then things decided to get crazy again.
Murray doesn’t like dogs that much. He’s kind of used to them, but doesn’t like them. So I’m on top of Murray, and he starts kicking and freaking out. So I grab onto to the saddle horn, always my first reaction when things go wrong, and pull the reins back. “Whoa, whoa,” I tell him. I get him to stop and Tim walks up. “Get off for a minute.” Tim was in the rodeo for years, broke horses to pay for college. Like I said, the last cowboy. He gets up on Murray and pulls the reins around, makes him go in circles and calms him down.
He rides Murray up to the fence and dismounts. “Alright,” he smiles and hands me the reins. I take a deep breath and get in the saddle. The morning’s already got me worried enough without sprinting across a field with horses. I get on Murray and Tim’s standing there holding him steady. He knows I’m shook up. “Hey, you feel good?” he asks energetically. “I’m alright,” I say half-heartedly, hoping he’ll tell me I don’t have to go. But Tim’s not one to let you off the hook and I need to suck it up. Tim says, “Hey, just do it like the Duke.” With that, I nudge Murray’s sides and we go out into the field.
Rebel and the three other ranch dogs are running in and out of the horse’s feet like idiots, but Murray is used to it by now. Fortunately, Cooper is with me, mounted on Hector. He’s a really calm guy and never worried. He starts making small talk to try and calm me down. I’m starting to feel better at this point. Riding slow or even trotting (which is by no means fast) doesn’t bother me anymore. But I know we’re gonna lope which isn’t as fast as a gallop, but is faster than I want to go.
We cross the creek over into the back pasture. It’s high enough to come up over Murray’s legs and hit my boots. Not shallow. I start thinking about how scary it’s gonna be tearing back over that creek with a herd of horses. Cooper’s just chatting away as if he’s been doing this everyday his whole life. He’s been riding only a little longer than I have, as far as I know.  We get across the creek and I see the herd in the distance. It’s Pedro, whose the size of Godzilla and is the jumpiest horse you’ve ever met, Millie and Belle, both painted, both sisters, both fast, then Red Cloud, huge horse, beautiful, and Tex, sweetest horse you’ve ever met, most cooperative by far, closest one to being like a dog.
Cooper and I get up behind the four of them and Cooper looks at me, “Alright,” he says, “We have to yell at them and get them going. It’s how Tim does it and it’s the only way I know.” I gulp, “Do they go fast?” Cooper nods, “Yeah, just hold Murray back if you want.” We both know Murray isn’t gonna stay back once they get going.
Cooper gets behind them and does his best cowboy whoop and holler. The horses start trotting. Sure enough, Murray starts to trot too. I pull down my hat, get a good grip on the reins and think, “Here we go.” The horses start running, just like you see in the movies, and Cooper and I are right on them driving them towards the creek across that rocky Wyoming soil. I’ve got my hand so tight on that saddle horn it might as well be glued down.
The herd cuts right through some trees and we stop short, they’re coming back around in front of us. I pull around to the left to cut them off and we hit the water. So there we are with the morning light gleaming off the water, kicking up waves and running those horses towards that deeper creek crossing. I suddenly realize this is just like everything I’ve held dear growing up. I remembered John Wayne in The Cowboys running those horses up the hill in the opening credits. I remembered Tom Selleck in Monte Walsh driving horses across the rocky creek. I remembered Gus McCrae (Robert Duvall) and Woodrow Call (Tommy Lee Jones) driving that herd of cattle to Montana in Lonesome Dove. And in some cheesy way, it’s like I’m all a part of that now.
I was terrified flying across that sage and rock laden ground in the orange morning light, but I couldn’t help but feel so happy at the same time. I was driving horses. It was something I had thought about since I was six or seven and now I was doing it. I was still holding on for dear life, but as we came close to the corral and those horses started to ease up, I couldn’t help but look at them going in in front of me and think of how awesome it all was.
Tim was waiting in the corral, smiling as usual. “How’d it go?” he asked me. “Not bad,” I smiled and dismounted.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

The Last of His Kind

Been out in the woods chopping some would today. The weather has been nice most of the week. I've been trying to finish doing a lot of writing while I'm up here. It was always hard for me to get stuff done back home due to distractions. The only distraction up here is I have too much time to think, so little stories keep coming to my mind that keep from finishing up some of my bigger works. Anyway, thought I might as well share this one that came to me while I was working a few days ago. Hope y'all enjoy it:

The Last of His Kind
            Buck Thornton sat the vacant poker table sipping his coffee, chewing on his cigar and reflecting as his life drew to a close. Fifty-four years old and not a damn thing to show for it, except a battered sheriff’s badge pinned to his breast pocket and a rusted Colt’s Peacemaker holstered at his side. He looked at himself in the glossy mirror behind the plank bar-top. He was old and gray like the snowcapped mountains looming over the town. His eyes were baggy, his moustache bushy with streaks of white. He had been wearing the same three-piece, three dollar suit for the past four years. What little money he had was locked away in the bank, but wasn’t sufficient to pay off his debts. What’s more his back was aching, his boots were muddy and in four hours he would be in a pine box with some Bible beater reading over him while strangers employed by the undertaker lowered him into the ground.
            Last night the telegraph had come through for Thornton as he made his nightly rounds. His old partner, Taw Gunther, retired marshal, now warden up state, wired him the unfortunate news. Thornton crumpled up the message and left it lying in the mud. Print Cooper was a name he had nearly forgotten in recent years. He remembered the boy was only sixteen or seventeen when he was shipped off to the penitentiary. Even that spineless old coot Judge Harper could not turn a blind eye to rape and murder. He sentenced the boy to twenty years, knowing full well he would be dead and buried by the time Cooper was released and able to enact vengeance. It was Buck Thornton who would bear the brunt of that. He had arrested the boy at rifle point and could vividly remember him sitting in the stuffy courtroom that summer day and yelling, “I’ll come back for you, Thornton. As sure as there’s a fire burnin’ in Hell, I’ll come back!” Then they dragged him out in chains and shipped him off.
            “You doing alright, Buck?” Abner Jenkins asked worriedly. He was even older than the sheriff. He had been there since before Colorado was a state, before the town ever had a name, some folks said before the dawn of time. He wiped off a beer mug with a dirty rag and peered at the sheriff with his beady eyes. “I’m fine,” Buck said in his rolling, gravely voice. Abner did not believe him, but did not press the issue. Buck pulled out his pistol, looked down the sights, and then set it on the table top. “There’s gonna be a fight, ain’t there?” Abner asked. “Yeah Ab, I reckon so,” Buck admitted with a sigh. Abner set the glass down with shaking hands and tried to sound strong, “You need any help?” Buck shook his head, “No. This is a personal matter.” He wasn’t even sure what he meant.
            That morning, a few school boys in their caps and jackets staged a false gunfight in the snowy streets of Nazareth, Colorado. And Buck Thornton watched them with uneasiness in his eyes. He saw there little fingers shaped into pistols, the boys yelling, “Boom, bang!” One falling theatrically into the fluffy frost and wiggling on the ground like a man bleeding out. After a while, Thornton turned away. He downed his remaining coffee, holstered his piece, put on his broad-brimmed hat and out the door. “You boys move along,” he said authoritatively and the children scattered in all directions.
            The town had changed drastically since Thornton had arrived there in the 1870’s. It was mostly tents and a makeshift shack simply dubbed “The Bar.” Now telegraph poles aligned the streets, a horse drawn trolley ran on its track in a circle around the city, and Mr. Kennedy, a man who had made his fortune off the backs of Chinamen laying railroad beams, puttered about in his horseless carriage, waving with a cheery smile and blood money in his pockets. Men with canes and fancy hats walked arm in arm with ladies in expensive fur coats, and all glared judgmentally at Thornton who was viewed as a relic from the old days. The dawn of the twentieth century loomed and the world he knew was closing fast.
            “Mr. Thornton, Mr. Thornton,” the Mayor heralded him, using the morning’s paper to wave him down. Thornton tipped his hat. “Won’t you come in for a moment?” the Mayor beckoned him to his office. Thornton hated that place, with its gas-lit lamps and stiff leather chairs. He smiled and clambered slowly up the stairs. “Brandy?” the Mayor offered, once inside. That was one thing Thornton could abide about the man: he enjoyed a good drink. “Just a taste,” Thornton looked at his brass pocket watch and saw that it was barely after ten o’clock. The Mayor poured two glasses and they clanked them together. The Mayor sipped his, pinky outstretched. Thornton took his in a gulp.
            “Mr. Thornton,” he cleared his throat and laid his hands upon his desk, one on top of the other. “Rumor has it that a certain nemesis of yours from the old days has resurfaced and is making haste towards our fair city.” Thornton could not stand all of the Mayor’s proper grammar. He was a banker’s son from back east, educated at the finest schools and come west for an adventure. “That’s right,” Thornton replied straight-faced. The Mayor drummed his fingers nervously, “Well, what do you intend to do about it?” Thornton set his glass on the desk with a clatter and ambled over to the window, his boots clicking against the hardwood floors. He pointed across the street, “You let me put a man with a rifle atop the bank over ‘ere, maybe another one in the horse stables, and me in the street with my shotgun, we’ll make short work of him.” The Mayor gasped, “Good Heavens!” He stood up and joined Thornton at the window, “This is not Dodge City, Mr. Thornton,” he scowled, “We’ve come a long way since those bloody days and I will not have them revisited.” Thornton smirked, “Then what do you recommend, Mayor?”
“Can’t you talk some sense into him?”
"Lead speaks a lot louder ‘n words. 'Sides he ain't the sort that'll listen.”
            The Mayor resumed his seat, running his fingers anxiously through his hair. “You could send for the marshal,” he suggested with a smile that insinuated he was proud of himself for the thought. “It would take him three or four days to ride up here,” Thornton replied bluntly. He walked over to the rack and pulled off his hat. “Either this town stands with me, or I stand alone,” Thornton stated his ultimatum. “I’m sorry, Mr. Thornton,” the Mayor said genuinely. “Nazareth is no longer the rough and tumble frontier camp it once was. Most men don’t even wear guns anymore.” Thornton nodded and shut the door behind him.
            He stood alone.
            Thornton trudged through the mud and the snow towards his office, his breath wafting like smoke on the icy air before him. He stopped by the telegraph office on his way. Ike Johnson sat behind the grimy window, puffing on a cigar. The whole place reeked of tobacco.  “Got anything for me, Ike?” Thornton asked through the smoke. Ike spun in his chair, opened a drawer, shuffled through some papers and handed a note to Thornton. Looking up and down the street to ensure no one was watching, Thornton pulled on his glasses and read the post:
            Thornton,
                        Cooper on the 12 o’clock train to Nazareth. Good luck. – Gunther.
Thornton flung of his glasses and gritted his teeth angrily. It was nearly eleven o’clock already. Time was slipping away. “Thanks, Ike,” he said and continued on his way. Ike coughed and nodded.
            In his office, Thornton set a pot of coffee on the stove and looked at his collection of guns. He settled on the double barreled shotgun and took it from the case. He polished off the barrels with a rag and blew the dust out of the chambers. It had been almost fifteen years since he had leveled a gun at another man with the intent to kill. He wondered if Cooper were any good with a pistol. After all, he had not been much more than a child when he was sent away. Perhaps prison had changed him for the better. Thornton knew it often changed men for the worse. In the end it mattered little whether Cooper were proficient with a sidearm or not. Thornton was old, out of practice, and his eyesight was bad. He should have shot that little nip when had the chance twenty years ago.
            With a heavy heart he began to clean out his desk. He took all the wanted posters off the wall, pinned there eons ago. Men long since dead. He looked at the empty jail cells, bars rusted and filled with spider webs. He went to his own little nook of a room and glanced at the empty, sunken cot, the bedside table with the stub of a cigarette and a burnt down candle set upon it. He saw the faded photograph of his mother and father hanging in a splintered frame on the wall, the couple just as stoic as he remembered them.
            Susanna walked into his office without knocking, which she knew Thornton hated. He grimaced at her and then went back to loading his pistol. She came up beside his desk and laid a hand on his shoulder. Thornton looked up at Susanna. Forty eight years old, and had not aged a day since she was twenty. Her eyes still pale blue, her hair as blonde as a meadow in autumn. She was a widow eight years now, every man in the territory out for her hand. He wondered why he had been such a fool not to have married her before. That general store owner had been a good husband to her though, and had given her the stable and peaceful life that Thornton could not have. And he knew that. “Leave town now,” she said desperately
            “You know I ain’t gonna do that,” he said as he clamped shut the chambers of the Peacemaker. Susanna took his big, weathered hands in her soft, dainty ones and looked into his eyes. “Please, Buck…I’m begging you.” Thornton found himself staring, unashamedly, back into those beautiful eyes. “I was a damn fool for not marrying you when I had the chance,” he said earnestly, kissing her on the forehead. He got up off of his desk and went for his overcoat. Susanna watched his every move, as her heart broke inside her chest. She knew it was no use arguing, Buck Thornton was a stubborn as a bull and twice as mean when it was called for. With teary eyes she helped him into his coat. “I always loved you, Buck,” she whispered. “I always will.” Thornton drew her close to him and they kissed passionately. She gripped his neck as if she would never let go. A few minutes later he was out the door. Susanna stood alone in the drafty office.
            Thornton made his way down to the Smithy shop where Able Johnson hammered away at a horseshoe. He was a bulky old black man, a former buffalo soldier, a veteran of the Indian Wars. The kindest man Thornton knew. He raised his gray head and smiled as Thornton came in. “Mornin’ Buck,” he said in his deep voice. Thornton shook his hand, “Need you to saw this shotgun down for me, Abe, close to the stock.” Thornton took a seat on an old crate and began rolling himself a cigarette. Able looked from the gun to the sheriff and back again with a confused expression. “They’s somethin’ wrong, Buck?” Thornton shook his head, “Not yet, Abe. You just go ahead and saw her down.” Abe dropped his hammer and walked over to Thornton with a frown. “You tell me what’s happenin’ Buck Thornton or ain’t no guns gettin’ sawed.” Thornton accidently snapped the paper and tossed the cigarette away with a groan. “Print Cooper is gonna be in town in about half an hour,” he said bluntly. “He means to kill me.”
            Able went back into his cubby of an office and returned with his dusty old Colt’s Revolver, army issued years ago. “He gonna have to kill me too,” Able said firmly.
Thornton smiled, “Put that away, Abe. There ain’t no sense in both of us getting shot up.” Able stomped over to his fire, “The hell I will. We doin’ this together, just like with the Indians.”
 Thornton smirked at the memory. He could recall his first days as sheriff around those parts, working hand in hand with the cavalry to wipe out the last of the tribes. Able Johnson had done a lot of scouting for Thornton in those days. But they were old men now, worn and tired. “I won’t allow it,” Thornton said firmly, and Able knew that was an end on it. He bashed the saw with frustration against the rocks, “Then at least deputize some o’ the young men and shoot him to Hell!” Thornton crossed his arms and leaned back against the rough wall. “Half these dandies don’t even carry guns no more, Abe. You know that.”
            “It’s finished,” Abe said after a spell and handed the weapon back to Thornton. “Good,” Thornton examined the piece, “That’ll make for a wider spread.” Able shook Thornton’s hand fervently before he left. “You take care of yourself,” he said, choking back the tears. “I’ll see you afterwards,” Thornton assured him, both men knowing it was a lie. Thornton took a left out of the shop and made treks towards the edge of town, and the train station. A few bystanders watching from shop windows and boardwalks, the streets nearly empty.
            It was a few minutes until noon when Thornton reached the station. He leaned his shotgun against a freight box and lit himself a cigarette. “Pardon me, but why the hard wear?” a man in a suit, toting a trunk, asked him. “Best get outta here, mister,” Thornton advised the man. He nodded without inquiring further and jogged away. The only other bystander was a gruff old timer reading the daily paper. He glanced at the sheriff without interest and went back to his reading. Have it your way, Thornton thought to himself.
            He could hear the train chugging along before he ever saw it. The breaks screeched the iron beast to a smoky halt. Thornton lifted up his shotgun, checking the chambers one last time. The conductor got off, saw the sheriff, and made for cover. Down the cars a ways, Thornton saw a man step down. It had been years since he had seen Print Cooper, but those slanted eyes, that crooked jaw, his shaggy dark hair, were all unmistakable. He smiled the most vile and bone-chilling smile at Thornton. His look was that of bloodlust. With a brace of pistols holstered about his hips he began walking towards the sheriff. Suddenly out of the smoke stepped two more figures, armed to the teeth. Three against one, Thornton thought, what odds.
            They stopped and stood shoulder to shoulder at the end of the loading docks some fifteen feet from Thornton. He glared back at them, the snow falling steadily now.  His black suit dusted in white flakes so that he resembled some angel of justice. Silence followed. “You Buck Thornton?” Print Cooper asked in an ignorant drawl. Thornton nodded. “You know who I am?” Cooper asked coldly. Thornton nodded. “Then I guess we got nothing left to talk about.” The fight which ensued lasted no more than twenty seconds and was the bloodiest mess that Nazareth, Colorado had seen in decades.
            Cooper pulled both pistols lightning fast and put as slug in Thornton’s leg, intending to make the old man suffer before killing him. Thornton fell back into the mud with a painful grunt, the butt of the shotgun slammed into the mushy snow and both barrels erupted. Cooper’s legs were cut out from under him and he fell like a stone onto the wooden platform, wallowing in his own blood. The man to his right got his pistol caught in the holster and struggled fearfully to pull it out. Thornton drew his pistol and shot the man clean through the head. He fell flat on the planks, a bloody pool forming like a halo about his disfigured head. Thornton turned to the henchman at Cooper’s left and was met with a bullet through his right shoulder, and then his chest. With what strength he could muster, Thornton raised his right arm and shot the man in the guts. He fell on the platform, flailing with pain, just like the boy had done with his playmates in the snow that morning. A final shot rang out and Thornton lay dying, shot through the sternum. Cooper’s barrel smoked white and then the outlaw went unconscious.
            People cautiously filed out of the bathhouses, brothels, and barbershops several minutes after the shooting stopped. The local newspaper man was the first on the scene with his weighty camera, capturing the aftermath. It was written up as “the damnedest mess” he had ever witnessed. A woman shooed away a group of boys intently studying the entry wound on Cooper’s man, which had exposed a portion of his brains. One of the saloon patrons pointed at Cooper and said, “That ‘n ‘ere’s still drawin’ breath.”
            Cooper’s legs were causing him to bleed out and required amputation. He was shackled, placed on a train bound for the penitentiary, and hung the following morning. The two unknown henchmen were stood up against a wall, photographed, and then thrown in shallow graves on the outskirts of town and forgotten.
            That evening as the sun faded pale in the west, Susanna, Able, and the Mayor, who attended out of obligation and not sorrow, made their way to the graveyard. They listened to a stoic preacher read emotionlessly from the Bible, while two men hired by the undertaker lowered a coffin into the rocky Colorado soil. There was no reporting on the death of Gregory “Buck” Thornton beyond what was printed in the Nazareth Star. No laments were written in his honor, no songs in his name. His headstone was washed away in a hellish storm later that year, and no one thereafter could locate his resting place.
            Nazareth continued to change and grow as the years progressed. Automobiles eventually replaced horses as the main mode of transportation. The city streets were paved with gravel and bordered with electric light poles. The old, quaint sheriff’s office was torn down and replaced with a two story jailhouse. For a time, it was the most rapidly growing city in the state.
             Throughout the years Thornton’s name would come up every so often. Over a shave in a barber shop, during a card game, between men enjoying mugs of beer. Gentlemen in tall hats would curse him for a fool set in his backwards ways. Laborers and cowhands would remember him as the sort of fellow who always gave a man a fair shake. Children exaggerated the number of men he killed in his lifetime, and sometimes re-enacted his showdown at the train station. Women would often shudder and whisper something to the effect of “ruffian” when he was mentioned. But whether they had admired the man or not, one thing was always agreed upon: He had been the last of his kind. And the world would never see his like again.

                                                                        The End.